Be My Valentine

First post of 2013... Such a long time since I posted, Sorry!! So I have no idea if anyone actually reads this blog. Probably not..

Anyway since discovering my boyfriend had been 'cheating' on me I have tried to cut him out of my life as best I could. My God am I happier for it! Should have done it so long ago.


In other news:

I'm in love!

xxxxx

Storm in a teacup

Things have been better if I'm honest. My bf of 3 years cheated on me, with one of my friends, but I have to see them every week as we are all on a committee for a society at the university. It is horrible. I'm not sure of the extent of the cheating.. but I know there was something going one. What's worse is that I was confiding in my 'friend' all that I was feeling whilst going through this rough patch with my ex. She was then turning and telling him everything. Also actively seeking information asking how I was and If I thought we would get back together, did I want to get back together. So that betrayal hurt more than the lose of the ex.

Saying that I have moved on, surprisingly quickly. It isn't a rebound, which only confirms my suspicions that I should of ended my previous relationship a lot lot sooner. I am so much happier now, every one keeps pointing this out to me, even a friend who I saw for the first time in 2.5 years last weekend! I have fallen completely head over heels.

I try not to compare relationships, but one thing that shocked me is the trust. What it feels like to actually trust someone. My ex used to constantly bitch about me to his family. My new guy is just so attentive and affectionate, its just lovely. Although it is lovely, it does make me sad, to think this is what it could have felt like, I could have been this happy and instead stuck in a relationship that just made me feel down all of the time.

Uni is stressful at the moment. So many literature reviews and study this and survey that. Can't wait for the Easter break, to actually have a break!

In other news, have been accused of "cheating the system" by someone who doesn't understand how the system works, if they did know how the system works, they would know that what they are claiming is impossible to do, even if I wanted to, but surprisingly I have better things to do with my time than sabotage a simple membership process..



Moral of the story?
Careful who you trust. Might come back to haunt you, again and again and again. Try not to get worked up about professional criticisms, especially from people who know nothing of what they speak!

Much Love

Panda Girl 2
xxxxxxx