Mood music

Up for the fight?

Fall

Now the dark begins to rise

Save your breath, it's far from over

Leave the lost and dead behind

Now's your chance to run for cover

I don't want to change the world

I just wanna leave it colder

Light the fuse and burn it up

Take the path that leads to nowhere

All is lost again

But I'm not giving in

I will not bow

I will not break

I will shut the world away

I will not fall

I will not fade

I will take your breath away

Fall

Watch the end through dying eyes

Now the dark is taking over

Show me where forever dies

Take the fall and run to Heaven

All is lost again

But I'm not giving in

I will not bow

I will not break

I will shut the world away

I will not fall

I will not fade

I will take your breath away

And I'll survive, paranoid

I have lost the will to change

And I am not proud, cold-blooded fake

I will shut the world away

Open your eyes!

I will not bow

I will not break

I will shut the world away

I will not fall

I will not fade

I will take your breath away

And I'll survive; paranoid

I have lost the will to change

And I am not proud, cold-blooded fake

I will shut the world away

Fall!

More mellow?

Take a breath
Hold it in
Start a fight
You won't win

Had enough?
Lets begin
Never mind
I don't care

All in all,
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should

Let it go
If you could
When love dies
In the end

So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick, twisted smile
As I lie underneath
Your cold, jaded eyes

Now you turned the tide on me
'Cuz you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life

Here we go
Does it hurt?
Say goodbye
To this world

I will not
Be undone
Come to life
It gets worse

All in all,
You're no good
You don't cry
Like you should

I'll be gone
When you fall
Your sad life
Says it all

So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick, twisted smile
As I lie underneath
Your cold, jaded eyes

Now you turned the tide on me
'Cuz you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life

Don't carry me under
You're the devil in disguise

God, sing for the hopeless
I'm the one you left behind

So I'll find what lies beneath
Your sick, twisted smile
As I lie underneath
Your cold, jaded eyes

Now you turned the tide on me
'Cuz you're so unkind
I will always be here
For the rest of my life

I feel like it is coming back. I feel like I want to self harm again. This is so stupid I was doing so well. This is just from stress. Gotta get through it I suppose.

Much Love

Panda Girl 2
xxx